November 6th, 2009 by Overallgirl

I had the opportunity to get out by myself for a few hours to be with other grown ups. It’s funny how as happy as one can be to get a little baby break, that very break makes one so pleased to come home and see one’s little son again. Some days I’ll be honest and say I do feel a little frazzled- I’m not used to feeling like I get so little done each day and crying isn’t my music of choice- but then I have experiences like last night. I came home from my outing and settled on the couch to feed my son. When he finished he was all but asleep and I gently moved him a little more upright to burp him a bit before laying back on a pillow with Nolan snuggled against my chest. He was warm and cuddly and ALIVE. He smelled like baby. It felt very right.